Tuesday, August 03, 2004
WELCOME to my world
existing on the fringe of madness...
in their souls
This is my first journal entry
Despite recent heightened security alerts, the vagabond life continues along in its loopy, zany, rag-tag way..today's dumpster diving has only yielded a stately old steamer trunk & street snags have become rarer than mosquitoes breeding in Golden Gate Park where I am camped. It's a vulture economy living here on the streets even though I'm sheltered in my van (which must be moved at least ONE BLOCK every 72 hours under dire cop threats of ticketing or towing).
Is it the good life you might ask? Well, for me there's NO rent to pay & San Francisco is an August dreamy City, enveloped by misty fog, drippy, slurpy, downright liquid but not warm enough to spawn mold & mildew. By 7 a.m. Kozo & his buddies have parked their shopping carts at the coffee shop off Fulton Ave. "Want to listen to some music I wrote last night?" he asks me. "I played it in one of those concrete tunnels in the park & if only I had some way to record it...well, it just vibrated off those walls & it was so beautiful." Kozo has a twelve-string guitar strapped to the top of his cart, precariously perched on top of a tarp with sleeping bag, plastic bags filled with clothes, food & assorted items shoved down inside while more plastic bags filled with crushed aluminum cans are tied to the cart's sides, ready to be turned into the recycling center for spare change.
I don't ask details of their lives. It's not polite & people are suspicious of other people now days. I mean, isn't the whole country suspicious of everybody now? You never know if your acquaintance (and God forbid he/she should have black hair & dark skin) is a potential terrorist. Just give Ashcroft or the inept FBI a call if you think so, right? But many vagabonds & homeless (some of whom are veterans) live under park bushes, setting up camps outta sight, under cardboard, along secret trails through the dense undergrowth...outta sight, outta mind. They are the "lost generations" of today, many with drug & alcohol problems...invisible bodies, a blight that could potentially scare away tourists with fist-fulls of money to spend...necessary money, we're told, for enriching the City's coffers.
Tourism must be EVERYTHING, I guess...but I'm just a tourist here too, a wanderer seeing the flip side. And there is a raw beauty in being a midnight musician.
